its been a long while since i posted anything, and i will get back into the swing of it, but not just yet. This month has been a nightmare, and my ability to cope is weakening. Two weeks ago we got the dreaded redundancy letters, 15 out of a group of 80. As you can imagine a grey cloud has hung over everyone since, even more so when we started to find out who was safe and who wasn't. If your face fitted, you were in!! Today i have a job interview for my own job, a hob i very much doubt i will get. I then have to hang on in and hope i don't get paid off in the new year. What a great Christmas this is lining up to be. e then found out last week after Aisha was tested for Autism at her school, that a similar test was done when she was at nursery age 3, and that the results showed she came slap bang in the middle of the autistic spectrum. Not on the edge!! Slap bang in the middle. were we told? No you better believe we weren't. It boils my blood to know that the suspicions that Kim has had for years had foundation, but it was never shared with her. Crazy, absolutely crazy. The second test they done showed she is still within the spectrum but because her communication has improved she is further outside than before. As the letter from the psychologist said, "Aisha is a complex wee girl" I have still to phone the psychologist, i have decided to wait a few days so i can remain calm when we speak.
I also feel like shit, with sore muscles, a sore throat and very tired. Kim thinks its swine flu, i think i am just getting old!!